With Meagan leaving for idaho soon, and Mariah leaving to Arizona soon I am left alon with nothing to do.My heart is now broken and cries because I will be all alone for a while. But I know that they will be back to visit and they better invite me to visit them. I hope they have a blast where they will be. I know Mariah will be back in a year but idk about Meagan, she will be gone for a while, becaue she is starting her new life and her new family, I hope all goes well for both my girls and they better miss me or i'll make them miss me >:) For now i will just continue to look for a job and go to school and do well.. who knows maybe i'll meet mr right along the way ;) I still wish that they could stay but i know that they must got, and they're leaving even though they hurt me :( but i understand I know that they still love me, well they better still love me lol. anyways i've talked to much i should probably stop writing before i start crying... ha ha ha jk im not that sentimental :*( ha ha ha ha ok maybe i am jk jk. but yeah i will miss the loves of my life sooooooooo soooooooo much and i am certain that they will miss me to.. all our moments together were so fun and un-forgettable and i know that when i need someone to talk to i can still call them or email them if they're to busy to answer altough nothing replaces hanging out with your girs to feel better about yourself ha ha ha well too bad i guess i'll live lol
love you guys lots *kisses* :)

